Saturday, May 9, 2015

Letter to my daughter in heaven...Happy Birthday Aanya!

Happy birthday Aanya!

I still see u growing vicariously. You would have been turning 6 today. Yes, you are and will always be My beautiful little princess. Indeed, Weird emotional time of the year for us- with mothers day coming always & ur death & birth anniversary next to each other...could it be more complicated than this LOL.

Your lil brother Aanush asks for u & wants to see your pictures & he even sometimes cries that he wants Aanya back. I sometimes see you as drama queen in him. I know you would have been so beautiful & I bet you are up in heaven as gods one of the most beautiful & cute little angel. I can never ever still let u go & your existence taught me so much. Your brothers are super loving & yes, super cute too as you. Btw I can imagine you in a beautiful dress & pink ribbons & perfectly pretty shoes. Indeed we love you soo much & way more than you can imagine darling & miss having you a lot too. Hope wherever you are in heaven or reincarnation, you are happy & that's all I pray for you today & for my selfish need, I also hope that I get to hug & kiss you again some day as deep inside I feel helpless & week feeling wish I had more time with you. Hugs & Kisses from you brothers Aanush & Aayush!

With Luv, kisses & prayers for you,
Your mom


PS: this letter is to my daughter who died for world years ago.