Can't wait to deliver!

I really can't wait to be in the THE day when I will have my live and hopefully healthy child in my hands. Ohh my god....the feeling that I have right now is like you have the world's most yummy icecream in front of you and you haven't eaten anything since 1 year, and you are extreeeeemly beyond words hungry and still you need to wait for a specific date to be able to eat it..........Can' express, how much tears I guess I would have seeing him moving his hands, hearing him cry, see him seeing me......TOUCHWOOD! I hope nothing wrong would happen now. If doctor's would ask me to deliver today. I would do it without even a single second thought. Can't wait to see my mom and my husband holding and kissing our live baby. These 9 months are passing like 90 years.....GOD please fast forward it now. Thankgod with the new job the weekdays flies to some extent though evenings are still difficult to pass. When he moves in the belly, i feel like opening the belly and touch him, see him and hug him so tight.

Though this time at "bhaiyaduj"(those who dont know its a hindu festival to celeberate brother and sister relationship) I will miss aanya so much. Needless to say, I miss her everyday but today when I was thinking that who would be a sister for my baby's bhaiya duj day......I felt so helpless to not to have aanya. sigh!

Well, i feel so heavy too. I have gained more than 22 pounds already. Belly is so out and i feel back aches lately. Changing postures, getting up from bed is getting tough. For zillion reasons my heart says every minute, I CAN'T WAIT TO DELIVER....!

Fingers so tightly crossed.