Saturday, July 31, 2010

Wish I knew the art of Analysing DREAMS!

Well, I had read few books lately on dreams analysis. One of the book said that via dream our subconsious mind communicates with our consious state as in it conveys the message but its hard to interpret it since many a times its a pun. Just like our consious state is thinking and doing analysis every moment, our subconsious mind too is recording information and making critical notes on the most impacted stuff. And via dreams it conveys us messages as in this is wat you are going through, this you shouldn't do, this you are juding wrong, this may help us, this is your current priority/sate of mind etc etc.

I didn't read anywhere that said that dreams indicate our future in anyway and I hope in reality DREAMS do not indicate future. Well, I had a horrible dream 2 days ago. Wish I could get it analysed. I don't rememeber the whole dream but I will share what I remember waguely. In my dream, I was in a boat with some people in it -with a feeling that they all are my people/my family and my responsibility. I didnt see anyone though. The boat was on a stream (not at all deep stream). Stream was so shallow that you can step down and walk and it was on the side of a downtown kind of road. I felt I needed to go to restroom and hence, I had to try and take boat upstream so as to use the restroom just 2 minutes away which we had missed. So, in my effort to do so the boat which looked like a small size ship (which can seat 30 people atleast type) went upside down couple of times as if tripped 360 degree couple of times and hence, I realised some of my near and dear ones have fallen in that shallow water and since that boat had hit something, they were stuck under the concrete of some building. My readers know that I don't have a live kid in my hand for now, but in my dream I realised that my 3 kids are stuck there. I ran to to take them out from the concrete which had fallen and I did feel in my dream that I am pregnant since I felt heavy and concious while running. Rest everyone was safe except my 3 kids were stuck there. One kid was just an infant, second was 3 years old and the third in my dream was about 7/8 or may be 10 years old. I felt all the energy to dig and I took 2 of them out quickly the infant and the 3 years old and then these kids were breathing and alive buy unconsious with there eyes closed just the way I had seen aanya with her eyes closed. And the worst of all some veins from there neck were cut and hanging out, so they needed to be taken to doctor immediately for surgery. The thought in my mind was thankgod they are still breathing and I have to rush them and save them by all means. I was feeling an energy and so strong desire to save them as in I will die if anything happens to them. I was holding one child in my one arm and second in another arm. I also felt guilty in the dream of trieng to take ship upstream since I had to pee urgently. I felt so scared and was shouting to ask the crowd to call 911. I had hugged my kids tight and was shouting over and over with tears in my eyes " please call 911" I don't recall myself holding the 3rd eldest child though. and then, I woke up.

Not sure what that dream means, may be it reflects my fear to some extent and/or the desire to NOT let anything wrong happen to any of my child. Why was that shallow stream here in almost middle of the downtown road and the ship seemed to be looking good but not sturdy enough that it broke while trieng to take it upstream. Sometimes I get very weird dreams associated with my pregnancy and my own kids. Please help me if anyone of you knows how to analyse dreams and if you know the way I can get them analysed because I wonder and hope these dreams are not indication of any wrong sign now. Because I don't think I can take any loss anymore.

Thanks for listening to me!

PS: I think of writing blog everyday and feel quilty for not being able to write in evening but then with work, home stuff and commute I get tired and feel lazy by night.

5 comments:

  1. Dear Gunjan
    It's really very common to have bad dreams before any good news. I also exprenice that a lot. Everytime it shakes me a lot and then I used to call everybody in my family and verify that everything is ok. as u say Dreams has no connect with future but definately I beleive that it's a image of what we think in subconsicously.
    Don't worry.
    That's dream which is not reality.
    take care of urself and maintain ur positivity and calm urself.

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  2. Hi Gunjan,
    just cleared the backlog and read most of your posts thoroughly..and I have no proper words worth enough to express my feelings, for some of those emotions you put down or expressed are way beyond my being to comment or write anything..I havn't reached that level yet..the loss and pain you suffered,your struggle with the situation and your fight and coming out of the situation...hats off to your persona, I bow down. God... its been really tough for you...But you know you are going to be a loving mother and your child will love you and be extremely proud of you..such concern for the child, care, love..only a mother can bestow..Don't worry things will be extremely fine, excellent and to your utter satisfaction..
    Now as far as dreams..they are nothing but how your subconscious perceives a given situation..and I think along with your being caring, you are a little worried, may be out of your cruel past experiences, so that's why the dream..kindly pay no heed to this dream. Instead I would urge you to think good,remain HAPPY ALL THE TIME, NOT BE WORRIED, so that this positive attitude of yours engulfs the baby and he comes happy and positive to the world believing life to be worthy and NOT sad and gloomy. Believe me your positive vibrations will tremendously help him to be a good and ideal human being. so be positive about you and about everything else. God is with you,leave everything to him:)
    Well allow me also to say that BOYS are not bad! :) in fact they are more attached to their mothers, they are not drama kings most of the times (at times yes they are), okay, but they love their mothers 200% and to add my experience, I am more close to my mom, more open and friendly to her than to my dad :), so pardon me I have a little boys bias here you see ;)
    I am extremely extremely happy that you have joined a very good organization. My good wishes are always with you..and wish you and everybody a content life, a life full of satisfaction..May all beings be happy, may all your wishes be fulfilled..
    Pardon me if i have been too long or a bit preachy for that comes now with my profession, can't help it ;)
    would like to conclude with a sanskrit shloka:
    गते शोको न कर्तव्यो

    भविष्यं नैव चिंतयेत्।

    वर्तमानेन कालेन

    वर्तयंति विचक्षणाः॥

    One should not regret the past.
    One should not worry about the future.
    Wise men act by the present time.

    So I urge you to enjoy the present situation, think about better things and future will automatically be better, enjoyable, prosperous and to your total satisfaction..

    Thanks for bearing with me,
    Wishing you and everybody all the happiness,
    Vikrant..

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  4. Gunjan
    Sorry got this posted twice..so deleted one copy..
    Take care :)

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  5. Thanks Shweta and Vik. Vik- it touched me a lot when you said that the baby should come out with happy positive thoughts towards life and not sad gloomy. It makes me have another reason to try to stay happy. Thanks to you guys for being concerned and always trieng to bring positivity in my life.

    I have no right to steal positive energy and thoughts from any life and being a mom and a human being, I should bring a life to world with positive energy and trust me I will try my level best to do the needful. Promises are meant to be broken but efforts are meant to succeed and that being said, I will give my best shot. As part of my effort to attain positivity, I am continuing my councelling sessions with the councellor. Luckily my husband has also started to accompny me there since councellor wanted to meet him in his efforts to heal my pain/issues. Since my husband in someways is scared to attach himself to the baby as of yet. Will keep you guys posted.

    THANKS again!

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