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aanya - meri gudiya meri jaan,
tere bin jeena bilkul nahi hai aasaan....
khushi ho yah gam...
tere na hone ka har pal afsos karenge hum....
aaj bhi tere naam me basi hai meri gudiya meri jaan....
sach tujh bin jeena bilkul nahi hai aasaan.
Nahi bhul sakti mai tere woh chote chote se haath woh tere chote chote se pao,
afsos hai mujhe, nahi dekh sakhi mai tere nanhe umadte se bhao....
kash tere nanhe se pyare se honth mujhse kuch keh paate,
kash mere kaan teri awaaz, teri kilkari sun paate.
kash tere hath tere papa ki ungliyan tham paate,
aur humesha sochti hu ki kash hum zindagi ek sath jee pate.....
aaj bhi tujhe alvida nahi keh sakti hu meri jaan
mai kya karu, tere bin jeena bahut mushkil hai, sach nahi hai aasaan....
tere sang sochi thi har diwali, kaun suljhayega ab yeh uljhane aur tere na hone ki paheli....
mere liye to mere eeshwar se pehle mai leti hu tera naam,
tujhe apne mun me chum kar shuru karti hu har naya kaam,
aaj bhi apne se alag nahi kar paayi hu tere liye liya har woh samaan.
nahi malum tu kaha aur kyu gum ho gayi,
yeh zindagi tujhe hum se itni dur aur na jaane kaha kyu le gayi,
aaj bhi duyaon me jaane anjaane tujhe mangti hu mai,
tere na hone ke ehsaas se aaj bhi dur bhagti hu mai.....
kya kahu tere jaane ke baad se itni hairaan pareshaan hu aur meri aatma ko ek pal ke liye bhi nahi mila hai araam,
tujhse bhichad ke jeena bahut mushkil hai meri nanhi gudiya meri jaan !
Dear
ReplyDeleteEach and every word is truly touch me. I am speechless now. ur heart is full of love and u will get someone special very soon. Hold all the emotions for him.
Feeling great and wait for ur good news.
GOD BLESS U AND UR CHILD
Gunjan, I am moved..aapka har shabd jaise mann mein chal raha toofaan..you have made your pain felt even to a stone-hearted person like me.
ReplyDeleteApna mann halkaa karne ke liye may be agar aapko achcha lage to aanya ke naam par aap kuch charity karo, visit an orphanage or help someone underprivileged in her name.. might just lessen your grief and help get you some peace..just a thought which came by..discard it if not worth it.
rest, your future is excellent and please surround yourself with positive energy. all will be well..
regards
vikrant
Vik ur words and suggestions r always touching. I agree doing something for someone unselfishly gives u the ultimate peace and happiness. Aanya gave a new meaning to my life. Honestly, 2 things that have made me survive so far are: my thirst to have living baby in our arms and the positive energy I felt whenever I did volunteer work and/or any charity towards any good cause. Honestly, I helped myself everytime I was being to spend sometime somewhere unselfishly. So I don't like the word charity, I wud rather call it good deed instructed by god. I hope god wud let me continue on such good cause roads in future too.
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely right Gunjan, charity is not the correct word..any work done selflessly and with compassion is indeed a good deed..
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