Hate myself for not giving kick start to my new year resolution...

Had planned to go to gym but hate to say that I couldn't take out time to go for it. Or I should say got lazy by the time I got free with daily home stuff. Hate myself when I decide and don't commit to it even though I know badly that my body desperately is starving for work out and I need to be fit. Have been feeling leg aches lately with no exercise of any sort. Am a couch potato now? God pls help me get back into the grove . Pls help god, if you are up there listening my left wishes. Have 2 dreams left in life now and can't wait to accomplish both and if I ll die thereafter, I ll rest in peace (most likely ;-) )

Fingers crossed.....for my dreams.